lately ive been feeling really down
like i'll never be happy again
i just feel like everything has been going wrong for me and such
like the other day...
i had to fill my car up with petrol
and when i went to pay my card was decliend!
it was so embarassing, standing at the fuel station for 30 minutes
my brother had to call his girlfriend to come pay for it for us
coz there was no way i could tell mum

and plus ive been feeling so sick this last 2 weeks
like flu sick...
which is just not fantastic
i went to the doctors and hes like
"theres nothing wrong with you... that will be $50"
and im like... "wtf?"

i think ive been uploading more stuff because of all the free time i have
and thats a good thing
but will all this free time it makes me think too much
and i think about bad things and get depressed...
after tomorrow i have 2 weeks off work
which gives me time to catch up with some old mates from school which is good

ugh sorry for the "rant" as such theres just somethings i need to put down so i can see them better

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